The Diary of an Unhappy Girl: Lonely

No one ever asks me to do anything.  If I don't initiate plans, I would be by myself all of the time.  If I want my boyfriend to spend time with me or even talk with me on the phone, I have to call him over and over and text him over and over or else he would completely forget.  I'm always an afterthought.  I always want to do so many things with him.  Even if he agrees to it, he will end up coming 3 or 4 hours late and then will be "too tired" or it's just too late or what have you.  I want to go out and go hiking or do anything but I have no one.